What makes a place toxic? 

First define TOXIC -adj.

1. Of, relating to, or caused by a toxin or other poison: a toxic condition; toxic hepatitis.
2. Capable of causing injury or death, especially by chemical means; poisonous: food preservatives that are toxic in concentrated amounts; a dump for toxic industrial wastes. See synonyms at poisonous.

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In this entry, I am not talking about toxic materials, chemicals or items. Its about toxic environment. It could be at home, school or work.

Today, I can say that work is TOXIC. Why you ask? Simply because people who doesn’t want peace in their life, likes to create drama and nonsense. Yes, I love my job so much but, I don’t get too involved with everything. I care about the company, my colleagues but believe it or not I have a life after work and this unnecessary stress is not worth it. Why am I wasting time about this, because I want to silently rant. (as I call it) I want to vent out this negative energy that is stuck in my system from work. 

So there is this new “inside joke” cold shoulder. I got one today, not once but twice. I don’t understand why and what did I do for her to give me the chilly attitude. We are all grown ups, we are not kindergartens to play this. We don’t have to be friends, but be professional and civil - period. 

The other day, I was think of quitting and just do whatever. The negative energy is ruining my whole damn day. Fcuking pittsburg commute is draining and by the time you get to work its also fcuk up. I once told my managers that work is my happy place. Its my zen. I don’t think I can call that anymore. 

I cried the other day, I was thinking of quitting. Look for another job and just leave BA. I know each relationship, workplace has its issues, but this is just too much for me. Power tripping, close minded, over expecting, mood swings, high horses, bullies name it. I think we have all of them.